I have been home for a week, and it has sure been different- but more than that, it has been exciting. It feels as if there is alot of promise in the air. It's different because I am different... I have gone into the river, and come out somebody different- I still look the same, but my heart and my desires are not.
Yesterday I met with a friend for coffee, and it was probably the greatest conversation I have had since being back.. and maybe in a while. We had gone to elementary school together, and it was cool to see that at 20, God has captivated both us, and taken us on this incredible journey of identity this year... and although they were so different, we both walked out of the year knowing who we are and the dreams we have for our lives.
When I was talking with her, I really felt like I was to write down this summer- to see how I personally progress, what God reveals to me- I have been getting quite a few prophetic words that God was going to increase the size of my container, that I was going to go deeper now than what I have ever experienced... and there was going to be alot of favour!
I'M SO EXCITED... ALL I WANT IS MORE.
I have some decisions I need to make by monday- and I really need some prayer.. ha ha. Dont we all? I have been given the oppurtunity to help teach a week long worship school for kids- including the prophetic arts, etc... I have also been offered a job at harmony daycare... which if i took I could not help teach this worship camp. I'm also painting at a prophetic conference, and teaching prophetic art classes... Oh Jesus help me!! Give me some downloads!!!!!!
Anyways... This is really for me- to see what happens this summer, to experience his love, grace, and fullness... to see Maple Ridge, and the rest of Vancouver get rocked.
Come on Jesus.
xxxx
"You're breaking off the same,
Oh, You're breaking off the fear!
You're breaking off the disappointment of the seasons,
When I thought you left me;
I can feel your hand
reaching out over me,
And I can hear you voice,
'I'm never going to leave,
I'm never going to leaver, NEVER!!'"
